Why the Grass on the Otherside was always Greener, Fresh and Lively

Always, for the every second time in your (my) life. Sometimes you think why people have such a shiny heart, that makes you look like a wimp

Ermm...ok tukar ke bahasa Melayu.

Ada rakan yang diketahui memang baik, dan tidak seperti kita. Kita (ataupun aku) walaupun baik, masih ada sekelumit perasaan hitam dalam diri. Mengapakah perasaan tidak ikhlas itu masih ada?

Sometimes you think, why The One Up There gives you the way that you are right now. It seems unfair , when you see people is much happier and sincere than you.

I always admire people with a great social life. I think people with a great social life are the 'it' group, and I always want to be in the 'It' group. However, fate plays differently on me. I was seldom...(not never) in the 'it' group, kinda like how Blair Waldorf (hahaha...betulkah nama dia ini) always struggle to have something ..unlike Serena that get in her way smoothly.

The life hasn't change much. My friend said is the way the environment you're brought up. What ever it is. I think my life is getting interesting right now, kan..??