Welcome

Welcome to the greatest show

Greatest show on earth

You've never seen before

Here the fairytale unfolds

What's behind the smoke and glass?

Painted faces, everybody wears a mask

Are you selling them your soul?

Well you'll be left out in the cold

Is it all blue skies

Fun and games untill you fall

Then you're left without anyone at all

You're riding on a shooting star

With a smile upon your face

But soon the shine fades

And you're left out all alone

Wondering where did they all go?

Been jaded, hated,

Who'll be around when the limelight's faded?

Been shut down, pushed out

Made to smile when I wanted to frown

Always taking a bow

Always working the crowd

Always breaking new ground

Always playing the clown

Who'll be sticking it out?

Who'll be staying around

When the lights go down?

It has been my favourite from Back to Basics. The song is probably to short but somehow I just fell in love with it. Listen to it here.

Mari ke Fast Food Restaurants!!

Di satu restoran makanan segera yang namanya tidak mahu ditulis....

"Selamat tengah hari kak, makan sini atau bawa balik?"

"..Ermm...akak nak bla bla bla ..............."

Aku yang berdiri di sebelah kaunter cuba untuk tidak mempedulikan apa yang cuba di pesan oleh akak itu..


Dan....satu yang menangkap telinga....

"Eh...akak nak wedges ..tapi cheesenyer asing ek...... "

(Dalam hati..oklah kot..). Bila hidangan sudah terhidang berserta dengan makanan-makanan lainnyer...tetiba akak tu berkata

"Eh..dik ..akak nak tukar ayam ni...nak yang bla bla bla....."

Apa yang aku fikir masa tu, mesti si tukang cashier tuh pening nak layan gelagat pelanggan -pelanggan yang macam macam kerenah.

That's trigger something in my mind. Why people sometimes too much fussy over the fast food restaurants??

Sometimes, bila pergi lagi kat satu restoran makanan segera pun sama. Tak nak tomato. Tak nak timun. Tak nak lettuce. Macam - macam.

Kenapa ek? Terlalu banyak permintaan, terutama sekali di waktu puncak, dengan barisan panjang sampai ke hujung pintu, perlukah kecerewetan yang over ini diamalkan?

Ada juga yang still not decide what food nak makan. Padahal menu dah ada kat depan mata, and they still need to think a lot of time to decide, menyebabkan orang kat belakang pun lama nak tunggu.(Quite sometimes happen to me..hahaha)

And I wonder, why they don't do the same when they go to fine dining restaurants. Kan? Bila kat restoran fine dinings , semua makan jer apa yang ada dalam menu, takde pun yang tak nak itu, ini ....atau minta kacang sebelum hidangan tersedia.....

Tapi, apa boleh buat. I just cannot change that . But , anyone who read this can you please not to be super cerewet kalau kat fast food restaurants?

Bagaimana...

How to look poise and educated (read : an air of arrogant) but still be likeable?

How much yourself that you have to control so people not throwing a hissy fit to you?

How to suit yourself going out with a group of friends because sometimes you think that at the end of the day you realize that you enjoy going out by yourself, or with a one friend??

How to adjust yourself, from being a lone ranger to being with friends?

A series of questionnaire that I need to figure out, on the way I take another step at the stairs...

Ada Masa Kita Harus Sopan!!

Last week was a little challenge for me. Something that could jeopardize my career. Thank God, the mystery finally revealed, and I'm not guilty. Well, maybe a little bit guilty. Now, what can I do is be more becareful next time. Happy mode have to be maintained but not too happy ..hahaha.

In the meantime, I need to be more serious on my work, as I find myself lingering around during work playing some hanky panky kids games on the computer. The problem is I am too lazy. I tend to get bored easily, and when I get bored, I am not doing my work. Okay, need to put some passion here. Maybe because it is coming to the end of the year, where not much work have to be done...(like a school, don't you think?)

In two weeks time, a crucial things happen to me and my career, and it's very important as I need that. I have lots of credits now and I don't think I need to apply for another job, and have to go against hurdle of strugglers out there, including the one who get the teddy from my department (and I am not that short guy, which I think he would get any job easily...ooo...my eyes are green now....hahaha)

Anyway, I just notice that I need to tone down myself. A little bit not too over because I have tendency that people will not like me after they find me a very unique and special person. Well, it is disheartening to see reaction from the people who at first sight, like you very much and ends up bitching and hypocrite with you. Well, I'm sure the tone down version of me is just the same like before, but now I know which part that must be keep and reserve, and have to respect other people too.

Oh..I need to go right now. I want to go shopping, for the event next weekend. Till then...

Why the Grass on the Otherside was always Greener, Fresh and Lively

Always, for the every second time in your (my) life. Sometimes you think why people have such a shiny heart, that makes you look like a wimp

Ermm...ok tukar ke bahasa Melayu.

Ada rakan yang diketahui memang baik, dan tidak seperti kita. Kita (ataupun aku) walaupun baik, masih ada sekelumit perasaan hitam dalam diri. Mengapakah perasaan tidak ikhlas itu masih ada?

Sometimes you think, why The One Up There gives you the way that you are right now. It seems unfair , when you see people is much happier and sincere than you.

I always admire people with a great social life. I think people with a great social life are the 'it' group, and I always want to be in the 'It' group. However, fate plays differently on me. I was seldom...(not never) in the 'it' group, kinda like how Blair Waldorf (hahaha...betulkah nama dia ini) always struggle to have something ..unlike Serena that get in her way smoothly.

The life hasn't change much. My friend said is the way the environment you're brought up. What ever it is. I think my life is getting interesting right now, kan..??