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Gila. Starting a new day in a new year with a ' bang'. 'Bang' la kunun. Straight from hometown to the townhouse, still tak tidor lagi. Crazy isn't it?

My first post in a new year, sudah macam tak betul gayanya. Hahahaha. Oh my Lady Gaga.

Azam tahun baru? Perlu ker?

Hmmm.......nak kurangkan ke 'POOH' an diri..bley?? Mak, kakak sama itu adik pun sudah bilang itu bukan satu pemandangan yang berestetika tinggi. Cesss!!(Yelah-yelah...cuba-cubakan lah jugak.Dateline: Aidilfitri).


Chumel apa pooh kan????? Owh lupa. kalau bahagian tuh jer comel, tanpa beserta rupa comel seperti POOH , kita tetap buruk ..kan? hehehehe... :P

Lagi satu. Dapat lesen kereta. Supaya dapat beli keta satu. And then bleh gi shopping kat KB Mall.Oppsss.

Erk...amacam? Still lagi nak pegi KB Mall ker?


Kali ni kalau dorang marah, I try to lawan balik. Walaupun dengan kudrat yang tidak seberapa. Hahaha. Sebenarnya, malu nak marah. Hahaha, adalah sebabnya.

My mum pun sudah gila citer korea. Ala citer yang tgh tayang kat 8tv tu. Wait, bukan dulu cina ada buat citer yang sama juga tak ...(ala Meteor Garden tuhh)...pastu Jepun pun ikut buat citer sama (Hana Yori Dango..betul ke tidak aku main belasah jer). Motif nak buat citer berskrip sama di setiap negeri? Nak buktikan guys in my countries way more hotter than your country kah?(Emo apsal..??). Tapi kan, citer korea ni sama jer rangka asasnyer. Jantan hensem, cute, kaya , sombong , perangai ego tak ingat, heroin pula miskin, clumsy, happy go lucky and apa-apala yang cemerkap. Tak caya? Cuba tengok My Sassy Girl. Lagi tak percaya? Cuba tengok Princess Hours. Full House dan yang terbaru Boys Over Flowers. Malaysia tak nak buat ker versi Malaysia citer nih? Hehehehe... Owh, lupa. Malaysia ada citer Kau dan Aku. Hahahahahahahaha. Memang stupid pun drama itu. Tapi , dia berjaya membuat aku bangga. (WHAT??? KAN..aku dah memang giler). At least dia berjaya memaksakan pelakon indon di dalam drama tu berbahasa melayu semenanjung.(wakakaka...). Nak tergeliat lidah pelakon indon tuh bila nak membakukan percakapannya...Hahahahahahahahaha. Eish...sudah lari jauh.

Harapan?
Nak lebih banyak seronok-seronok macam kat bawah ni.





Gambar sekadar hiasan cuma di curik dari laman web sosial terkenal.Sapa rasa gambar ni, tak patut ada kat sini, sila bagi tau kat komen ok. Gambar digunakan untuk tujuan kebaikan si penulis sengal ini.





Tapi mungkin mustahil. Sebabnya:-




a) aku tak berapa suka lepak-lepak borak kosong macam ni (sebab aku takde banyak topik, asyik2 refresh citer lama...orang busan jugak kan nanti)

b) aku jenis pentingkan diri sendiri. Aku cepat rasa mengantuk duduk lepak lama-lama. Kalau aku online sampai ke subuh dua kali esoknya pun aku tahan.

c) I ended up with kengkawan yang aku rapat (and jumlahnya tak ramai pun , tak perlu dua tangan untuk kira) yang pun tak suka macam benda-benda nih(ermm, maybe dorang suka tapi dari sudut pandangan 360 Joey macam dorang tak suka. Hahahaha..so kena cari kawan-kawan kat yang melepak tepi jalan lah ni???...Hehehehe...


Tapi.. aku jenis pelupa. Mula-mula tuh memang rasa kecil hati. Almaklumlah MMS. Tapi tak lama. Kalau dah gelak2 tuh, kira dah ok la tuh.

So, itu memang my goal. Funny, kan? Or should I say weird? Apa pun. I try to change. Eh , dah azan subuh. Nak gi iron baju and buat apa2 yang patut. Chiow

I think I much happier if I was alone

Damn. I shouldn't tell my housemate that I'm going to go back home. And he want to use my room. Berkali-kali call. I don't answer it. I hope he get the message. Tapi , ntahlah..tak faham-faham jugak. Last skali, dapat message from my housemate that he will use my room sampai ahad. So meaning, my room sudah dipecah masuk. Bodoh!! I have lots of personal things there, and napa la housemate ni tak paham-paham jugak.

Tulah, I dont like having housemate. Susah. Dorang tak faham aku. My life is simple. I dont interrupt everything so dont libatkan me inside the world of yours. People takes advantages on me. Mentang-mentang I dont speak out my feelings, so they do everything to me. Like they tell me I'm their best friend but actually they don't.

I feel worn out, and I dont have anyone to listen to my stupid grumblings, because the moment you and your best friends were going to separate ways after stumbling on the junction, that is the end of best friend. Just friend. No more "best". E.n.D

Sincerely!

I can't sleep. Hampir pukul 3. After massive shopping for the whole three days, I need to calm down. I found this on someone's blog .

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I've learned that you cannot make someone love you.
All you can do is be someone who can be loved.

I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people just don't care back.

I've learned that there are people who love you dearly, but just don't know how to show it.

I've learned that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.



The word is so beautiful together, but to be honest, I loathe it. Entah mengapa. In a perspective, I have been blessed, to have everything (although not super extravaganza) but I don't know why I'm still being like I'm the unluckiest person in the world. I know. Sounds lame.

I want to fight back those weakness.


I have to.



I just need to love everyone sincerely. Just Pay It Forward.






Mengisi Masa Lapang!

Minggu ini minggu yang ....busy. Well, a lot of work have to be done before the end of the year, so kerja pun datang tiba2. I think I'm not satisfied with how I've done my work. Total mess and very clumsy and sooooo cincai. Bayangkan I have to submit one memo to my boss, couple of times, and still ada banyak kesalahan. (Matilah malas menyemak...membuat semakan semula is really not my thing, that's why I think peperiksaan berjam-jam is useless, unless it is Math.)

I hope to improve that in the mean time. Oh, walaupun banyak kerja, but I still have ample of masa lapang (Yeah..I know. The life of joey is so mundane..hahahaha). Anyway, even though I can do like I use to do, but I think I'll be fine. Sometimes, I need wake up call to realise about that. And no one in their practical mind can treat me the way I want. It's okay. Just live with it. I wouldn't bother about that.

Ironically, people that close to me have tendency to be so popular with everyone. Yeah..Green, and then Z, and bla bla bla. They bring themselves very well, unlike me. Everything about them is so beautiful, and sincere..unlike me also.

Well, I just need something to do to to isi masa lapang, kan?? And I try not to think too much. You can never time -travel back to where it was a pleasantville. I will try to live as happy as I can. And enjoying the sunshine, even though it just shine briefly, before moon taking away his duty.:)

Ku Mahu!

Kita mahukan sesuatu.


Sepatutnya kita memberitahu jika kita mahukan sesuatu.



Ada kala, disebabkan tak mahu bagi tahu apa yang kita mahukan, kita pendam sahaja.



Takut kalau kita dianggap terdesak. Atau boleh juga jadi offensive.



Dan bila kita sudah dianggap terdesak, impresi mereka yang memberikan sesuatu yang kita mahukan adalah....not something that we can say..nice...



Kita pendamkan sahaja. Biarpun kita tahu yang di dalam sudah tak mampu pendam, ketahanan diri tetap ada.




Merosakkan diri bukan jalan yang terbaik untuk mendapat apa yang kita mahu. Kadang-kadang kita sudah biasa memendam, menyebabkan kita rasa tiada apa pun. Pedih memang ada, tapi cuma sebentar.



Apa yang penting, hidup kena diteruskan :)

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