WHAT IT GOT TO DO WITH LOOKS?


nasib baikla dapat line internet...dua tiga hari ni dia memang takde langsung...geram betull....selalu sangat macam ni...sekejap-sekejap ade, lepas tuh takde...macam wireless kat kolej ni org pasang remote control...padahal dah bayar dah yuran semua...masih jugak lembap....

oh...ya ...this post has got to do for someone that comment my previous post. thanks for that comment .i really appreciate it . selalu pegi kat blog dier...she's nice and her kids...soooo cute... opss..lebih-lebih lak.... tapi memang betul pun...ahaks

okla...back to the post, i agree with you kak red. looks doesn't matter at all. i believe in you, that was until i came to this college....in fact , i wasn't obsessively concern with my looks so much even before i got here..

it's just that i was unfortunately came here..where looks make you go notice by everyone..

there's huge advantage in that... i mean..here

ia yang menentukan sama ada sepanjang jalan pegi ke kelas , you get some smiles from the passer by...and when you smiles...takde orang yang tengok ko macam annoying sangat .....atau they just look at you like you're a monster...(lebih-lebih lagi...)

ia menentukan sama ada people laugh with your jokes...atau terpaksa ketawa sendiri

it's determine wether you'll be taken seriously ....or you'll be ignore...

atau sama ada terpaksa wait for hours to get your business done at pejbat kolej.......


and..cute girls and guys pun suka nak tegur........

i was unlucky here....truly unlucky..

at the end of the day, i am alone...sitting in front of laptop for a long hours doing this stuff..hahaha..

my life was miserable....aku hidup dalam kepura-puraan je..
kehidupan aku penuh hipokrasi..hampir setiap hari aku buat2 gembira...supaya masalah aku ni aku dapat lupakan..

tapi bila aku balik ke bilik aku...i still remember that...entahlah...mungkin aku ni banyak sangat fikirkan dan terlalu emosi sangat........

apa pun ..kita tak blehla turn back time.....kalau bleh dah lama aku nak buat...hahaha

i really feel down and emotional exhausted....

tak tau ...apa yang nak aku buat........

maybe i need someone!!!!!!!!!!!