BE DIFFERENT....or ......YOU FOLLOW THE SUITS

hey....first the foremost...(btulke english aku ni...).....thanks for everyone yang memeriahkan suasana tag board aku tuh....yang selalu datang kat blog aku ni semata2 nak tulis kat tag board tuh...aku ucapkan terima kasih...actually..you all made my day.........thanks for that.....

hmmm.......what i really want to say bout the topic this time....i don't know if the topic sesuai atau tak ...tapi i try la nak tell the story...

susahkan nak be different?....everything that you do ....tak bleh different from everybody....to be different mean you have to stand out from everybody and to do that..you must have a very high confidence.....tanpa konfidence yang tinggi..you'll end humiliating yourself an at the end of the day...kita jadi bahan kutukan orang ramai plak.....

for me...i'm afraid to be different....aku tak nak stand out from the crowd...walaupun dalam hati sebenarnya nak attention(rujuk post2 lepas)....bagi aku...aku rasa kurang gembira sket kalau ader orang2 yang mengata2 aku nih...sensitif sketla.....ya..everyone will say that " ah ...pedulikan apa yang orang cakap." atau "ah...lantakla...aku punya hal...suka hatila apa aku nak buat ....korang nak cakap apapun korang buatla....i dont mind."......yes....bagi orang yang mempunyai konfidensi yang tinggi sudah dapat menepis semua kata-kata mencela itu...but for me...it really took me back.....

selalu fikir ...kalau aku buat mcm ni gerenti org kutuk aku...that sort of things aku selalu fikir......akhirnya...aku jadik seorang yang boring disebabkan terlalu sangat memikirkan what everyone think about you......i still don't know how to make myself likeable....just like on of my fellow classmate, V.

but still..i'm blaming myself for not dare to step up......and i'm blaming my college situation...(matila.......kolej pun bersalah gak...cam syiall jerk)

there's some particular individu in my class that really have the guts to stand outla....one of them is my "i'm -green-with-envy" friend(rujuk post lepas)...

bagi aku....tak taula bila nak beranikan diri...maybe sampai bila2 pun tak berani to be different...i just follow the suits ..........