NIAT DAN SEMANGAT

Hai semua...bersiaran kembali di sebalik kubik yang ..duh..boring giler..hahaha. Anyway, bukan tiada kerja, kerja memang banyak cuma aku jer tak tau nak mula dari mana. Blur-blur lagi nih. Tak sangka kerja ofis macam ni...what should I say? Boring giler.. Don't know where to start and nak berlagak pandai pun susah...(buat kerja sendiri ...sudaaaaaH)

Kadang=kadang rasa macam nak marah diri sendiri. Sebab apa? Pemalas sangat. Tak bersemangat dan tiada kreativiti langsung. Mungkin bagi diri Joey, sesuatu yang kurang diminati amat sukar untuk menimbulkan semangat Zar Aieman (matilaaa...korang tatau apa benda ni..).

Tiada perasaan langsung mahu berusaha belajar seperti yang lain. Apa yang penting? Ada gaji hujung bulan bleh bayar semua benda penting. I never thought that I want to learn when I was accepted for the job. I just want to have fun, which is not suitable since now I've been elevated as the young working adults and I should think like them, which I'm not.

Maybe sebab niat salah... no wonder la. I always do something with the wrong intention. Like why I go to college. Tapi, itu citer lama. Sepatutnya Joey kena berusaha lebih kuat lagi. But, I worried some other thing rather than my job's performance. Sesuatu yang memang selalu menghantui diri.(opss...lips are sealed).


My life now has much been easier, but there's certain thing that I want to achieve and none of them related to my job.(Giler....apa kena ko Joey?)


For now, I need to naikkan semula semangat Zar Aieman dalam diri. In the meantime, a solution is coming on my way soon. So I harap ia boleh menyelesaikan masalah yang sudah lama aku hadapi.


P/S - Tergelak sakan tengok orang ujibakat American Idol 8 pakai bikini semalam. Motif ko hengat ko Mariah Carey ka??? Apa-apa pun Judge baru really looks way hotter than Paula. Opss.